Thoughts

So I am supposed to be doing a sermon in 2 weeks and I have no clue what in the world I am supposed to talk about. I feel sorry sometimes for my pastor because He has to do it every Sunday. My wife got a raise today which is really awesome. I am almost done with my tranfer degree, which I am really happy about. Things are good in my life. If I can just get past my struggles I would feel so much better about myself. I sometimes am just so tired of feeling like a loser, like my life does not matter, even though I know that it does I still find myself getting depressed because I feel like I dont do enought things. That is part of my frustration at the same time. Does God need me to "do" things, or does He want me to do things with Him. To live in the moment of whatever I am doing to remember that He is always with me.

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